I have had the most awful day

I won't bore you with all of the finer details but there is no beauty post today. I found out my granddad has cancer of the blood and had an awful appraisal at work, you know one of those chats you have with someone and they start saying things and you think - is this really happening, are you actually saying these things? Am I in a parralel universe?


Well it was a day like that. If I drank much I think I would be drowning in a bucket of wine right now, unfortunately I have no wine so I just feel like shit :(